Eve Jeffers (eve_jeffers) wrote,
Eve Jeffers

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Changes. . .

I feel like a fucking idiot. An asshole. A bitch. All that shit. I went fucking overboard; over the fucking edge. The whole thing between me and James? A misunderstanding. He called the other night, Monday or Tuesday I believe, and we worked everything out. At first I told myself to not give in, to not forgive him, for calling me a... you know. Turns out, and now that I think about it, I remember, that he didn't call me that, he said that he never looked at me as one. Because, I asked him if that's all he saw me as. Once I remembered that, I felt like an ass. I caused our amazing friendship to end over bullshit. I can be the biggest bitch in the world if someone pisses me off, and James was trying so hard to be nice and make things right between us.
Throughout the phone conversation, we both explained out parts and sides of the story, and we worked things out. After about an hour on the phone, he asked when he was going to see me again. The ass made me go down there, to him.

I don't think I've ever had such an awesome time in California as I did that week. Sure, the award shows and parties are amazing and chill to be at, but I mean with one person. Especially a guy. But yeah, I stayed at his place, and we just chilled. He's such an inspiring person; he really makes me look at life in a whole new perspective. And I think after this week, I'm going to be looking at life completely different.

Oh yeah, one more little detail I forgot to tell y'all...

Me and James are a couple. We should win "The Most Un-likely Couple" award. Along with Charli and Kerr. Heh.

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